Sunday, 11 March 2012

When it bleeds, i just keep looking at it

Heart a muscular part with arteries and veins. It purifies deoxygenated blood into pure blood so it can reach out to every part of body. When it pains there are many reasons behind that be it hypertension,cardiac problem and orthopnea. Some people have this kind of health problems. 
                " Its so easy to describe the pain of this body part, but why everyone says their heart disfunction that it gets hurt,break and cry."
        Actually in life there are some severe pains can not describe by anyone. We all are broken heart. At times feel that it will get burst and will tell us what does it want. Remedies are not there but reason is very common. Love.............
           I remember it danced when it felt love first time. How can i forget that bliss when roses got turn more red, when hot winds became breeze, when i closed my eyes i saw his face and when opened again saw him, i rubbed my eyes like a baby and nobody was there,i smiled foolishly on me.
        When my mornings were so bright that i had that courage to fight against all odds and obstacles of my life. I just used to call him and message to say three magical words. When all love songs became my favorite.
          And one day my heart cried when he was going away from me. I waved and said dont go please but he did not stop. I thought to jumped down. I was looking at window and felt that all clouds get clear and scorching sun started slitting my heart. I could not believe it that my roses turned wilt. My love songs started pricking my heart till the depth. When it bleeds i can not stop it just look at it helplessly.
        My tears were salty and they were burning my wounds. I slept at night thought to dreaming that my morning would be the same as before, thought it was a nightmare but it was not......
          I woke up with the same pain.Looking at my cellphone that is there anything which can be able to lessen my pain but pain became more severe....
                                         We all have gone through with this pain and still finding is there any way to cure it. I thought to being loved but being ignored and abandoned is the gift i have got from life........
        I was courageous and now finding ways to escape from life..... Love..four words which gave meaning to my life, turned my thinking and gave me new direction and now when its not there where would i go to find the meaning of my life....
      May be Love would have been a chapter of syllabus so we would have got the answers of this pain. How to cure it. Why it is not as simple as it is in medical language.... its bleeding and all i can do is just looking at it......waiting for him....i hope one day he can stop it from crying out loud
         Letter from a broken heart Girl...... </3