Few Quotes- 1

Being Grounded is my Hobby... Being Loving is my Passion... Being Loved is my Reward.

चंद जज़्बात - 10

सजा केसे दे जिसे हर शख्स से अलग माना था

हमनें तो खंजर वाले हाथों में अपनी हस्ती सोंप दी

चंद जज़्बात - 9

वो बूंदे भी झूम के गिरी, बादल का हाथ छोड़ के।

कुछ लोग बिखर क्यों जाते हे, जो कोई एक साथ छोड़ दे।।

चंद जज़्बात - 8

मेरी ही जेब के सिक्के मेरे नहीं,

पत्थर की दीवारों के घर पक्के नहीं,

चौक में गिरती बारिश के हिस्से भी मेरे नहीं,

बस सुख दुःख की शतरंज मेरी, रात ही रात मेरी,

मेरे बक्से में सवेरे नहीं ।। सुधा राम जोशी ।।

चंद जज़्बात - 7

जीवन क्षणिक हे या मृत्यु
अर्थहीन हे यह प्रस्तावना
सम्वेदनायें अकाल हे
उन्हें ही प्रकल्पित करो
इस जीवन और पार उस जीवन के
बस वही जीवंत हे

सुधा राम जोशी

चंद जज़्बात - 6

इश्क़ के कानून कि रियायतें देखिये
हज़ारो फतवें निकालता है सजा-ए- बेवफाई के
पर हर सजा में गुंजाइश होती हे उसके लौट आने की.. !!
सुधा राम जोशी

चंद जज़्बात - 5

अच्छा हुआ जो उसने छोड़ दिया हमे
वरना फ़कीर के हाथ में आकर हीरा बिकता भी तो बस एक रोटी क लिए "सुर"
"सुधा राम जोशी "

चंद जज़्बात- 4

अधूरे बिखरे ख़्वाबों के मोती अलमारी से निकाले हे आज मेंने
शायद फिर एक धागे ने उम्मीद की आहट की है !!
सुधा राम जोशी

चंद जज़्बात - 3

खानाबदोश सी हो गयी है ज़िन्दगी  
घर लौट के भी लगता है अभी सफर में हूँ । 

चंद जज़्बात - 2

मेरा ही गुमान मुझे ले डूबा जब किस्मत ने नज़रें तरेर कर मेरी तरफ देखा !!

चंद जज़्बात - 1

इतने बुरे हम भी नहीं थे जो हज़ारो को छोड़ हमने उसे चाहा

उसकी बेवफाई में इतनी भी हया नहीं थी जो हमारी वफ़ा के दामन क पीछे छुप जाती

सस्ती सी ज़िन्दगी की महँगी सी कहानी

सस्ती सी ज़िन्दगी की महँगी सी कहानी, 

मिटटी का आधा तू आधा हे पानी

वो ख्वाब महँगे, वो चाह मॅहगी, वो रुबाब महँगा,

कमीज महँगी, शान मॅहगी, आंसू पोंछने वाला रुमाल महँगा,

पर सिमटी सी मुस्कराहट, आंसू भी कुतरे से,

उलझी ज़िन्दगियों के चेहरे भी उलझे से,

किसी और को देना था धोका पर खुद को ठग बैठे,

सब अपनी अपनी कुर्सियों पर ऐंठे,

कौन नही यहाँ झूठ का फलसफा लिखता है, उठता है चलता है और बस चलता हे।

सौ लोगो के बीच अजीब सी वीरानी,

 सस्ती सी ज़िन्दगी की महँगी सी कहानी।।



कीमती जूतों में बोझिल से पाँव,

चिलचिलाती धूप में बनावटी सी छाँव,

हर कोई जीतने की धुन में लगा है,

चेहरे इतने अपने जैसे कोई ख़ास सगा हो।

पीठ मुड़ते ही अलग सी कहानी,

सस्ती सी ज़िन्दगी की महँगी सी कहानी || 

One Fine Day I Went To Look For Peace- Yes "Piece of Peace"

And the day was really disturbing.No weather was quite supporting but i was fiddleing with my upsetting thoughts. I thought, i should look for peace somewhere. But where do i find it?  

Some says find it within. But when there is a huge turbulence jolting your inner harmony, then how to go with it.

So question is still fierced , where do i get peace?

So one day i went to look for peace. 

Nature is the best lap to lay down. Their green arms can embrace your all sadness and can fill your heart with the deepened content. I walked under woods, i realized sunrise, i loved the breeze, on my way back i felt my feet little heavy. I was moving forward but seemed something pulling me backwards. 

I did not want to go back to the life. Life from which i escaped to find peace. With all difficulty i was again back to square. 

This was peace. I have heard as once we discover peace, it lasts forever. But i am not feeling in that way.

I thought might be my sadness intruded so deep as one excursion won't help me out.

This time i chose nature's other element, Water. 

I walked through the shores, looking down to sand, looking up to sky, what i was doing? Was i measuring the distance between this.

 Life is all about going through between the extremes. For a while i got engage with the universe. It was dusk and my watch was pointing me out to get back to the same turmoil. It was same feeling when a kid doesn't want to go to school but had to. 

Anyhow i went back to the cubical of life. 

I was hoping my heart would be filled with the peace from now, but vanishing my all expectations, all i got disappointments.

Peace. Peace. I didn't got single piece of peace.

I have realized one thing, there is nothing like peace in the world. You look for peace just because you are battling with noise inner self. You look for water because your body thirsting it. 

Peace alone has no place to put up. Lack of serenity is the state when you scream for peace. And you will not get anywhere, i would say even not within, till you do not understand the reasons which are disrupting your content.

 Let's walk around. 

Riding down the empty lane, i saw a kid. He has got one polybag . What is the use of that bag for us, we put stuff in it, right? But that day i experienced as that poly bag can contain tonnes of happiness in it. How? Again look at this kid, what he was doing with the polythene. He tied one thread to it and blowing it while running. It was his balloon. Yes a balloon filled with happiness. I was staring him for few minutes.

Two tears rolled down, i couldn't understand the reason why tears jumped out of my eyes, but they did.

On my way back i found 4 man, aged 60+, sitting roadside and playing cards. I sneaked as it was just cards or gambling. Usually people don't pay attention to these sidewalks but i did this time.

 I think they gazed back at me but doesn't matter. It was just cards, no money was involved. 

They must be some rickshaw pullers or labors. They were giggling, chuckling and smiling. They were not privileged with a good life but weren't they privileged with happiness. They were. Finding smiles through hardship is the happiness earned of.

 Entire day i felt grateful to things i am having. My roof felt me a shade of security. My bag made me feel the richest person of the world. 

I fold my hands and put my chin to it facing towards a window. I took a deep breath and sudden current i felt in my body. I got goosebumps for no reason. I then felt as first time my eyes and brain shook hands with my heart. It was out of the world feeling. I couldn't figure it out for some minutes. I learned a co-ordination between my nerves. 

I found a piece of Peace. Yes you heard it right. 

Gratitude for what you're having could bring much more peace than anything else.
I don't know you felt the same or not. I just happen to write it.  

My discovery of peace ended here. My book has now one complete chapter. Chapter of peace. Its not complete though but at some extent i can feel some euphony with my soul. "Some" i said. 

Love Sudha 

  

Break was a little long

I did not stop by on my blog since months I guess. Well you might have one friend with whom we do not communicate regularly still he/she remains close to our heart.
                                My relationship with my writing is exactly like that. It's not that I wasn't writing anything, but yeah I wasn't writing anything for my blog.
                   So hope since I jumped up again on my blogger's page, there would be some writing waves hit the shores.

For today, it's just an another starting.
I will keep meeting you all here.
Just tag along with me.

Have a happy long weekdays :)
Love "Sur"